I have extremely low self esteem?

I have the exact same problems as you. Don't feel like you the only one, I'm here. We all feel like this, and I know that things will get better. It may not seem like it but it will. Oh yea, who cares about what other kids think? You shouldn't even have a boyfriend right now! It's not like you will ever need them when you grow up. You need to learn to be independent and not care what other people think of you. I did that and now I feel much much better. I will think of you and I hope things get better. Its okay, you a beautiful girl dont feel bad!!!